Poetry: Tunnel - 27th January 2010

my burst of tears, my fit of rage..
i was hit in my gut..
i was hurt in my ribcage

if body could fume the pain
if words could tell
how mind felt
and how heart fell

in the long spiral darkness
in the empty hollow
with a speck of dust maybe
to light a path i shud follow

i kept asking myself n the air
was i so incorrect
so immoral...
that life should b so unfair..

received no reply...
no answers i deserved..
i knew i had done wrong..
my sanctity shud go unpreserved

while in my fall
my eyes came to a reflective close
as i turned myself alert..
as i gave me a reality dose

i heard some one say
while on the downfall
'love doesnt mean you be together'
'love doesnt mean u enter the marriage hall'

those words had magic
i realized much later
i reminded myself time n again...
belonging didnt really matter

love is to bear it all
all that keeps his smile alive..
love is stake it all...
all that keeps my spirit naive..

on these rules i laid the base
of the new life.. i had within the dark hole
demon's hole....
i reached the end..only to an illuminating soul

i caught his hand ...
he welcomed me with open arms
i told him the rules i had learnt
he just smiled n raised no alarms

those rules of love...
i believed gave me light...
those rules of love..
i m sure i cant fight....

if thee asks me to undo my belief...
i'd have to give away my life..
cuz i cant forego...
what ive learnt in life...

i try explaining but to no avail..
my attempts once again go all vain...
pls see the light i did...
see my tears as i walk the rain...

i plead.. i beg... i swear..
i dont wanna make u yearn
but iam an ordinary someone..
who has a lot yet to learn...

please do me ....dis favor...
as you hv always done to me...
please see the light i did..
please let the light be..

fate has its mystic ways
if we were to part...if we were to mate...
i believe life will decide...
if we should recreate

let it go.....please do...
see my rules.... as i do..
they are not meant to burn...
only left to make my life churn..

whatever i choose...
i have fallen the dark hole....
the empty spiral....
has left an infected mole..

i havent recovered...
when i will ..i hv no clue..
i beg to you to see the rule...
just as i do...

keep me alive..let my smile survive..
see the light ..with my eyes..
i am weak human...
i cant say perpetual byes..

please... please.. i beg...
dont make me feign
the happiness...
that i may never gain..

love is sacred
love is none love is all...
but ..
'love doesn't mean you be together'
'love doesn't mean u enter the marriage hall'